New Insight

Hello, my sweet few friends that listen to my thoughts. I have purposefully kept you all out of the loop because I was tired of hearing myself talk about it. You all know what a wonderful and loving relationship Byron and I have, well, he decided to push me around again and I called the police, the DA pressed charged and after four months the case finally was dismissed today. A lot happened in between all of this, but I am filing custody papers this week. It is the second step int he divorce process, the divorce papers were already filed. I have been living by myself since the beginning of July and been a single parent since then because the court place a no contact ordered for the children and I against Byron for this entire time. That has been lifted today. Byron let everyone know how broken up he was blah blah blah. I knew the court was going to be dismissed on Monday, my advocate in the DA's office talked the DA into continuing the case until today, he was going to dismiss it on Monday and she felt I should have warning. I am not scared anymore, but I do appreciate the warning. Connor called him on Monday night for the first time since the beginning of July to talk and asked him to call him back. He has not called Connor. If I had not been able to see my kids in two months and a court order was lifted at 9 am today, at 9.15 I would have fucking been here. piss off you fucking loser asshole man that will never understand the value of the lives that are impacted by you r decisions, fuck you asshole fuck face that can not grow up and get over your childhood trauma in order to reduce the trauma of your own beautiful children, and so on and so on ad nauseum. It seems like, to me, I have not said anything because we have been apart so many times and you all know all of the dirt because i am not a hider and I am not ashamed of who I am or what I do. I had to get this far to admit to myself it is real. I am single. i am going to be so blessed by further living my life without that bad influence.
I confessed on a website called True Wife Confession. I find it very interesting and not so telling. I know many woman who are going through or have gone through many if not all of the confession. I did make a suggestion though and one man decided he would use it. He started a blog for men. I think the insight provided is good. Check out anonyman.
Peace and love from the west side.....

Out of the mouths

The other day I was standing in line with both of my kids, plus someone else's I was watching. I was a bit harried at that time. Crazy. It did quiet down for one minute though. That particular minute, Molly was standing under my skirt playing. This is not unusual for her, I mean, if you could stand under a big tent and play instead of wait patiently in line, wouldn't you? This particular day, Molly says, "Mom, I can see your butthole." I love that girl. I felt the need to explain to everyone around, that, today, I was wearing underwear. It was a good laugh.