Sunday, September 30, 2007

Yumminess....

I did something crazy last night. It was so fun.
I have a crush on this guy that I know. He is a dad of one of the kids at Connor's school. I know where he lives. He is, or I got the impression, or was if I did not screw it up last night, into me a little too.
My friend Beth and I rode downtown and got HAMMERED. It was so much fricken fun. We went out with her 70 yr old mom and aunt and partied. The older ladies left us early on and that is how Beth got there. I rode my bike. So we only had one bike to get home and ended walking. Well the dad happens to live on the way home. Beth and I took turns riding or pushing the bike and ended up passing his house about 3 am, so we stopped. His TV light was on. He came to the door,said "Hi, what's up?" Me, did I mention totally trashed, so trashed I scraped both my knees falling a few times, said "hi, we were just going home and had 1/2 of a left and wanted to see if you wanted to smoke it with us." Him, "Well, uhhhmmmm..." Me, "oh, are you alone?" Him, "No." Me, "Oops, sorry, see you later." And then I laughed my ass off the rest of the way home. I am sure he heard. I do not know if who he was with did. It felt so good to get out. I am going make peace in myself about what happened with the Dad soon. I am going to understand, my nagging self consciousness that comes out is ridiculous. I know he liked me, so I took a small bit of a chance, and it did not work out or maybe it did. No use in worrying about the future when it is not here. Next time he sees me he is probably going to say, "Man that was so hot, seeing you the other night. Why don't you bring that over and we can hang out, have so beers, smoke, and then make monkey hungry luv for a few hours?" Me, "Ok, see you tonight, all of you, all of you with that rock hard body and tattoos. You are just yummy and I am looking forward to eating you up."
Really, he is pretty cool and he is pretty hot. He teaches ultimate fighting, cage fighting, jujitsu for a living. He plays music too and is a single parent really into his kid, and is his witty with a good vocabulary. So I think he would be perfect to hang out with and roam each others bodies. If not, I can still run into him at school and think about doing things to him.

I got a new cat this week. Her name is Marshmallow. She is long haired, creamy and toasty brown. She is watching me type right now.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Nothing Like a Good Back Massage

My kids think that the massager behind my bed is actually used on backs. I find it funny when I come in the room and they are using it for it's initial intended purpose instead of what I like it for.