Ache

I am really missing my Grandma lately. She pops into my mind very often. I still miss her so much. I am grateful for Molly, another sweet, kind and strong female. I wish Molly could remember her.
I read PostSecret. It is a blog where people anonymously send in their secrets. I can not do it justice by describing the post, but i will try. It is an ultrasound picture of twins. One is named and the other just says girl. The writing says: She is only three weeks old, but I lose sleep thinking about how I will have to tell her one day how her twin sister did not make it.
I sent the card to my friend Rebecca, who was close to me when I was pregnant with Molly and her sister and she hit the nail on the head. It felt like a punch in the gut. Ouch.